Friday, December 9, 2011

The end.

Officially negative yesterday.  I'm sad, I'm angry, I'm regretful.  I've done everything I was "supposed" to do in life and none of it really matters.  I feel like the more than three years I've given to this process were wasted.  Trips never taken, big decisions postponed, family and friends pushed away. 
All for nothing - ending up in the same place that we started, but emotionally wrecked.   I have more to say, but I'm lacking the energy to organize my thoughts.

Happy holidays to all.
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6 comments:

  1. A.December 9, 2011 at 9:09 AM

    I am so, so sorry. You are in my thoughts. Big hugs to you.

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  2. justagirl-KristaDecember 9, 2011 at 11:18 AM

    I am so terribly sorry for you negative. I wish it wasn't so. Take care.

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  3. JennDecember 9, 2011 at 11:33 AM

    so sorry. Hugs friend xoxo

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  4. TheThirtiesGirlDecember 9, 2011 at 12:35 PM

    So, so sorry. Sending you hugs.

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  5. AnonymousDecember 9, 2011 at 1:53 PM

    So sorry. (((HUGS)))...big time!

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  6. AnonymousJanuary 7, 2012 at 1:09 PM

    There are no words for what you are going through. I am so sorry for this loss. Take care.

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