9dp2dt and not much to report. I've had cramps pretty consistently since I started PIO so I'm not counting that as a symptom. Tired, but not outrageously so. Each of my positive cycles came with a different set of symptoms, so I don't feel like I can read into anything. I could probably start testing, but I think there is a small part of me that just wants to keep myself in the dark for a little longer.
I had a wonderfully relaxing weekend with lots of time outdoors and time for meditation. It really worked wonders on bringing some focus and clarity to my head. I also have a job interview lined up for next week - so even if this round fails, I still have something to work towards. It's a place that I've always wanted to work, and a position that really sounds ideal for me. I refuse to think about what would happen if I got the job AND got pregnant. One step at a time....! Four more days until beta....
The waiting is agony - I'm impressed at your resistance to diagnosing pregnancy (or lack thereof) symptoms. I was the same way, not much would be different from a failed cycle or just attributable to the drugs - good and bad in that you can just ignore it all. Meditation helped me a lot too, and other than that it was all about distraction, distraction, distraction, with intervals of freaking out. Good luck in 4 days, crossing whatever I've got that it's good news, followed by more and more and more good news. You are certainly due for a break, my dear. (Hear that, universe????)
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