Five more days to go until B-day. I'm in the usual alternating phases of "this had to have worked, everything was lined up so perfectly" to "no way, I'm not feeling anything - this didn't work.".
No symptoms to speak of, at least none that can't be explained by other causes. (Sure I'm exhausted, but I'm also working really long days.) We have a busy weekend ahead of us so that should make the time pass fairly quickly. I'm still sticking to my plan of NOT testing at home.
I was talking to my husband last night about how I feel like I've been in a fog for the past year. My sister sent around a picture of my niece who turned six months old yesterday. (She has an older daughter, and my brother has a daughter and a son. Their ages range from 6-4.) I have yet to meet her in person. Granted, they live six hours away and our holiday plans were changed because of weather, but still - I should be making more of an effort. I haven't shared any of our TTC drama with my family - so they probably just think I'm selfish and self-absorbed. Ah well. My first pregnancy was about three months behind my sister's. I had visions of us being pregnant together on our summer vacation, sharing newborn experiences, having our little ones grow up together. Instead, I was in bed recovering from my D&C when she sent around her "It's a girl" ultrasound pictures. I was pretend-sipping drinks on our summer vacation post-IUI. Making excuses for not traveling to see them after she was born, as I was going through another doomed pregnancy. I never really felt like I was avoiding it, but I suppose deep down I was. Enough is enough - I'll be seeing them this weekend, and I'm looking forward. I think.
I'm right there with you. We have 8 days to go...and I'm feeling nothing. But I really really hope this is it for both of us!
ReplyDeleteLiving in a fog..what a perfect way to describe it. I've lost touch with a few friends who probably wonder what the heck happened to me. Things have happened around me that I don't really acknowledge (engagements, births, birthdays, etc) Definitely something I need to work on too.
Hi there, when I got my BFP I had absolutely no symptoms. I felt like AF was about to start, so I drank a glass of Sangria, cooked some beer brats and walked around wearing a liner. Only on 14 dpo (day of AF) did I feel my nipples sore (but just when I touched them). So my only symptom was a missed period.
ReplyDeleteI still don't feel pregnant AT ALL. So please don't give up hope. I hope you have a good weekend. She'll steal your heart- your niece, trust me.